I let a party burn. Yup, eff y'all and die!

Wrapping up my final instance to unlock 50 roulette, which took me to Wanderer's palace hard. I stated I am new, but it didn't stop the tank from Leeroy-ing every chance he got. It is a HUGE pet peeve of mine to not make sure the new player is aware of the mechanics of the boss fights, especially if I am that new player running as healer. I asked politely not to do so after the first boss; it happened again at the second, and I again asked politely to at least let me buff the party with stoneskin and I was told to just heal and we'll be fine. It happened again at the last boss. I was already irritated from some botched synthesis prior to queueing, and this didn't help. So I let them all die.

I felt horrible afterwards. The tank then asked, "Can we get heals, please?" And I told them what I am telling you guys now. I said did I not say I was new? It doesn't take long to let me keep stoneskin on you pre-pull, and buff the party before a boss, during of which time you can make sure I am aware of the fight." When he told me that I should watch a video guide I almost wanted to abandon the duty. And when I told them they can kick me while I look up the guide right quick, a friendly DPS member told me to heal a doomed player to full to remove it. And there ya go. The main mechanic of the fight explained in two seconds. No issues after that, and got the clear. No thanks to the douche tank.

I honestly think the DPS members were cool, and just following the tank's lead. I was too slow, and pissed off. Felt like Edda as I watched them die.