I guess the point I want to make is, as an extremely dedicated and passionate player and follower of this game."why am I still playing? why am I logged in right now?"
A polite question

Have you leveled everything to 60 (doh/l dow/m)?
Have you done all your beast tribe quests? To max rank 7/8?
Have you got your anima 240?
Have you cleared Alex A4s Midas M8s?
Have you cleared all the extremes?
Have you got your main to 240?
Have you got your main crafting/gathering character to ilvl190?
Have you got your retainers to 60?

I'm not gonna get into Gold S at all.

If you have done everything that I mentioned above, I will fully understand your point. If not, help me understand why haven't you as this game provides you with a hell load of stuff to do.

Remember just being polite and wanting to understand.