Change to the ban system.

[Hope_For_Change]

It may be best to step away from the game then until you can get a handle on things. If you're trying? Great! However, that does not give you a free pass. Once you've shown you have improved there's nothing wrong with making an appeal to SE customer service. But there needs to be evidence of this. Actions speak louder than words. You got yourself into this mess, you will have to dig yourself back out.

How do you write an appeal? And what do you mean by that? Can I have my past bans justified by making an appeal? I've not once been told I can summit an appeal.