Change to the ban system.

[Hope_For_Change]

It has been brought up at least twice in this thread apart from me. How you do it I have no clue, but I know it can be done. Never had to, so...

From what I can understand you contact CS or a GM. Not a written one though. As things currently stand however it is best to not even bother. Months down the road, probably. But not now.

Ah I see. I'll take that into account and try and do it months later then. See if anything comes out of it. Thank you.

[Hope_For_Change]

Stop it. Seriously. Stop with the over-dramatics, stop with the self-pitying. You've been given options on what you need to do - quit going to such extremes just because some folks are not feeling sorry for your situation. A lot of good advice has been given throughout this entire thread, and it's something that you probably need to do. Take a step away from the game and just focus on yourself. I can promise you that your issues are not going to go away if you keep subjecting yourself to the same environment expecting different results when you are having a hard time controlling your impulses. Given the length of this thread, I can promise you that the mods probably have an eye on this - so chill, before you end up losing access to the forums.

Just take a break over the holidays - there is nothing currently that requires you to keep pushing yourself in this game. How about just taking a break until 4.5 comes out. Step away and start working on yourself. At this rate, with the posts you've made, you're only hurting your cause, not helping it.

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

[HyoMinPark]

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

I think it’s time for you to go seek some professional help. There is clearly something far larger at play, and only a professional will be able to give you the help you need. You want change? Why don’t you start with changing yourself?

[KaivaC]

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

...assuming that this isn't a troll post, you need to take a break, seriously. This isn't healthy. This is an addiction and it's going to harm you. For your sake, I hope that you will realize this before it's too late.

[InkstainedGwyn]

Excuse you.

People care. What they don’t care for, however, are those who try to use their disabilities—be them physical or mental—as a reason to defend or excuse their actions.

This. I've mentioned before that I have extreme anxiety issues, panic attacks, a whole slew of "brain fun time nonsense". But I control myself. I don't always do it right, sometimes it gets ahead of me, and I'm still upset and worried about things even when I know better than to actually express my feelings, because my friends don't need to spend 24/7 reassuring me. I'm not a great person for doing this; it's simply part of being a functioning member of society. I'm giving others the same respect I want from them. And that's why it burns me so hard when I hear people whining about their issues and "it's too hard to change". Yeah, it's hella hard, but seeing people play the victim card for crap that I've spent the last 20 years struggling to control is insulting. I get that there are a million different mental issues out there in a million different configurations, and it's not "one solution fits all", but there is one common ground - an attempt to improve.

Oh, and playing the victim card is just a sad, last-ditch attempt at garnering cheap pity.

I'm far from a strong person, so if I can do it, you can. You just don't want to.

[Malzian]

Hmmm... Gets in lots of trouble for raging at people uncontrollably... Has thread with plenty of people offering advice and encouragement yet says no one cares and should just give up...

I'm not a psychologist, but I've dealt with this type of behavior before from people in my own personal life (sic: my father). "Manic aggressive bipolar disorder". Boughts of severe, often overly aggresive responses that are in excess of the initiating event followed by episodes of feeling helpless and uncared for, often times feeling victimised for their inability to cope with their issues.

Please go talk to someone professional, there are treatment programs that can really help and your problems seem more than just being banned from a game.

[Cerbolt]

As someone who also suffers from mental health issues I really think you to take a step back from the game and seek some real help. You sound like you rely on the game far too much to be healthy.

[Raldo]

As someone who also suffers from mental health issues I really think you to take a step back from the game and seek some real help. You sound like you rely on the game far too much to be healthy.

This. Or at the very least, maybe the bans are doing you a favor and you should actually just not be able to post. Trust me, you're not missing out on anything.

[Jollyy5]

It's really difficult for me to sympathize with any of this...

I've been playing this game for 5 years, I've butted heads with more people than I can count, I've used swear words and I'm sure I've been reported by other players, whether it was my fault or theirs. But despite all that, I've never even received a warning from a GM. I'm pretty sure it takes several reports from multiple players before the GMs deem it necessary to take action, and even then I'm sure they would just pull you into the Gaol for a one-on-one chat and give you a warning.

But the OP has apparently received several bans on more than one account? I can't even begin to imagine how many reports and warnings that would take...

Honestly, there is nothing to debate here.

[kori978]

you guys do relies we are punching a brick wall here.
as I sead before this person is the equivalent of a extreme sjw, everything we say because we do not agree with them that they should be treated special and not held to the same standard of self accountability and self responsibility the rest of the world is regardless of disability's or not. we are the vial toxic monsters attacking them, we are racist sexist or what ever other label they want to tack on us to vilify us so that they can feel they are right and don't have to listen to those who don't agree with them. they already pulled the victim card several times here and tried to used a undisclosed disability to excuse actions they make fully aware of. however even with disability's like turrets, that don't effect how you type and formulate text based responses nor does aspersers if they try and claim that one. infact with Asperger's the people generally are more warm and kind in text as it is easier for them to communicate with others in text then in person. unless there a sociopath and enjoy hurting others and causing drama like this then I cant see why a disability excuses you to act like an jerk, if anything that makes it more inexcusable as you know how it feels to be treated like lesser then human as people tend to treat the disabled that way willing or not. so really why are we trying to help this person relies the cold hard reality that a AAA company don't give a crap about you as a person they care about you $$$ and at the end of the day if your constantly breaking there tos and making there game a unpleasant experience for others they will get rid of you to save face. so you ether agree to the TOS and obey the rules. or lose the money you invested into the game.