Quote Originally Posted by Vahlnir View Post
Most people are trying to tell you that it's something that YOU can change, or at least get some control over. It won't be easy, and it might require some professional help, but there is no shame in admitting you have a problem and wanting to do all you can to make it right. In fact, I have a lot of respect for people who do. You are at least stable enough to know what you're doing. That tells me that you can be helped if you choose. If you don't want to choose to improve your own life? Enjoy your ban(s).
I'm trying to change and it's not easy at all. But what I would like is to have a way to not lose my account for ever if I end up breaking a rule by mistake. Or I miss type and when I meant to say something in another chat or to another person, it is sent to someone else or in another chat log where lots of people can see it. You can't tell me you've never once sent a miss tell or chat in the wrong LS/FC chat before. What if something is slip out into the wrong chat and taken out of context and then I'm reported? These are the things that keep me up at night, scared that I might make a simple mistake. The chat that would be mt isn't something that is meant to be toxic or hateful. What I do with my friends is meant for their eyes only. All I'm asking for is the account deletion to be changed to a 1 month ban. People don't understand how punishing that still is. For me that would mean weeks of uncap tombs, dailys and most of all, raids. They can still delete your account if you're botting, hacking, or if what you're saying in chat is truly toxic and the chat logs show no one provoked them into saying what was said. Sadly I'm at the point of just giving up because everyone hates this idea and only wishes me banned, everyone things that you should only give 4 mess ups before you learn your lesson but i'm a slow learner and the last two bans where not even something I knew was a ban able offence, like telling someone to f-off, to me that's like a common saying in the real world and never seen it as a threatening saying. And before that I was ban for using the squadrons LB on a the boss in O6S when the talk about it was all over the place. All I wanted to do was try it and thought nothing bad would even happen, that it would just get patched out.