Change to the ban system.

[Hope_For_Change]

Clearly you're not as stupid as you're trying to claim to be as you yourself have stated more than once you're bright enough to know you have a problem and that what you have been doing is not the correct thing to do. Also I don't think you are looking for salvation as again you don't seem to have any remorse in what you have done which has led you to this point. So, my first conclusion has to be correct in that you only don't want this final ban to happen because you don't want to lose access to your main. Unless you really do want to try and change and then my last advice to you is show it. Start working on trying to curb your impulses.

You fail to see what I'm really up against. All it's going to take is a simple miss tell and I'm ban on the spot. I've sent miss tells before and it was really embarrassing what was seen and I'll never forget it but that doesn't mean it will never happen again. What if something meant for someone close to me is MT and someone takes it out of context and reports me? I'm finished.