when I'm running on AST and the following situation happens (and happens more frequently than I'm happy about >.> )

last trash pack before next boss, I've managed to scrounge an Enhanced royal road and I've got like a Balance or Arrow in spread because I'm like; we're near the boss and this trash is nothing I'm not blowing this set up on nothing.
trash is nearish dead, draw is now off CD
that split second where i automatically hit it out of habit i die inside
i don't want to replace my enhanced RR
i don't want to use my ERR
nor do i want to use my balance/arrow when its trash at like 30%

que an internal debate about whether i can hold the card long enough or if i want to risk a shuffle or this or that or

sometimes i autopilot heal and everything is fine
sometimes my operating system crashes and i stand there like a lemon whilst the tank is using hallowed at 5hp and a dps is dirt napping due to 15 does up the back

sometimes it works massively in my favour and i used 5 years of luck by shuffling and getting the same card, holding it till the last second which is just as we get to the boss and boom; 2 balance/arrows out, one enhanced [and probably time dilated] and then

sit
sit
wait

times of card effects down to 15 seconds

5

tank pulls



my soul leaves my body


tl:dr ; i hit that draw button automatically to often when i really don't want to