Healer Confessions

[SeleneFatalis]

I'm so horrible. I did a fractal run with my tank, who I'm married to ingame, and there was this dps who kept hitting on him even though I was like "MINE". Sooooo I decided at the last boss that if she messed up, I wouldn't make it a big priority to heal her. Well, she messed up, and died. I acted like I was too busy healing to rez her for a bit there, but decided to go ahead and do so after a little bit. I felt so evil hahaha. My tank was laughing the entire time.

[Uhm]

I get the "I don't want to heal right now" feeling more often. I thought I would always be understanding and give my all, but when I get a Tank with effing 120 gear when you should have 139 I just can't. I would never abandon a dungeon or a boss, but I will definetly not be happy with the situation and it will show. Even more so when I had a really good Tank before that, who faced the boss away from the group. That's my confession, I get really angry lately.

[Katlyna]

I love pre-preping regen and sometimes wipe my savage when I cast it on pull while tired. My number one reason for killing tanks in EX Roul is because cleric stance was still on...

[Saseal]

Was in Aurum on my alt's pre-50 WHM - first time for that alt into AV. We did completely fine up to the first boss and, for some reason, everything went to hell and we wiped.
On the first boss.
I don't even understand what I did differently than norm.
I was so embarrassed by this, that, when asked if we were new and the DPS said they were..... I confess that I just silently rode the 'they're newbies' wave..... (never said I was or wasn't... but the "--- has completed the map" said it for me >>)

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*Sends self to the corner*

[Rilifane]

Typical, easy dungeon: open with Regen and Asylum and go for Holy Spam. See tank health dropping fast as soon as stun coverage is almost done. "Ehh, he'll pop a CD now that he knows they're not stunlocked." Do one extra Holy after stun-DR. Bene late. Tank's dead. "Guess he swapped jobs too recently for CDs?"

Guilty.
When I'm rouletting with my tank pal I know when he's going to pop a cd and how much dps I can squeeze in before switching stance.
Granted, he sometimes drops to 5% or less before Bene/ Tetra hits but he doesn't die, so everything is fine.
With rnd tanks however the incoming damage tends to be bloody insane when they pull the whole 2nd isle in Neverreap. Naturally onw or two of them died because I thought "He'll pop a cd, I'll tetra him after the next Holy" until I knew better.
Sometimes not even Regen + Asylum + Cure II spam with PoM and/or DS is enough to keep them alive.

[416to305]

(never said I was or wasn't... but the "--- has completed the map" said it for me >>)
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*Sends self to the corner*

Lolol I hate that damn completed the map thing, always gives it away.

[Twilite]

Lolol I hate that damn completed the map thing, always gives it away.

That doesn't really give it away. I mean there's still a few dungeons I've ran 1000s of time and still haven't been to every room.

The problem I have with messages like that in regards to that "bonus" message is, if I'm trying to clear several times and we keep wiping, the "bonus" still sticks til you clear. So even if I've seen the whole fight, I'm still locked out of most PFs.

[ValyrianBlood]

Oh, oh, I've got a good one just from today!

I was looking up what spell a fc mate - who levels SCH - was getting at lvl 52 and then I see it. I SEE A MOTHERFUCKING SPELL I NEVER USED BC I DONT EVEN HAVE IT ON MY BAR. The SCH 58 spell

I'm a SCH main and lvl 60 since maybe 2 weeks after HW hit and just... DERP

Well I've been doing well even w/o this spell but still, it's pretty nice and I'd rather have overseen the lvl 60 spell which I used..I dunno maybe twice

Also while leveling AST I pretty much let the tank die so many times (while attemprtng to dps and being busy with getting familiar with all the cards and stuff) like I never did with the WHM and SCH. I still blame some spells reacting kinda clunky uû

[416to305]

+1 on leveling AST lol. I got mine to 56 and just left it because I was having so much trouble in the newer dungeons and felt like such a new player, when as WHM I'm honestly really good! I'm not sure if it was a big or not but I play on PS4, and I literally can pop heals, flip to CS, do a bunch of DPS, and remove CS pretty much without even looking at my hot bar or buffs/gcd and just focusing on the party and be able to pop it off and get back to healing. I can honestly count on one hand the number of times I've accidentally been healing to find myself still in CS in the past 8 months, like it just never happens because you can queue the removal of CS. Anyway back to my point, when leveling AST I don't know what it was but CONSTANTLY even when I'd be paying attention to it, I'd be healing and it would still be in CS! It was like I'd have to hit it twice sometimes. It wasn't consistent though, just maybe once every 4-5 pulls or so but just enough to make me notice it all the time when it's never an issue as WHM. Now though that they fixed things more in 3.07 I find it much easier (or rather similar) to WHM and I haven't noticed that issue with CS. I used to feel so bad doing those new dungeons first time as WHM, no wipes no problem, and then sometimes wiping during just a normal pull let alone a boss!