So I was in Ridorana Lighthouse raid the other day. I play as a white mage, and there was this astro saying, "What's the point of your existence if you don't regen."

I actually did cast regen quite a bit, whenever I had the luxury of time for it, and the situation didn't call for a more powerful direct heal. At that time it was so chaotic people kept on getting hit.

I ignored his rambling at first. The other healer kept on dying - a lot - and kept blaming me for "not casting regen" as if it's the be all and end all of everything.

I couldn't help myself from typing, "Maybe if you spent more time healing the party rather than tanking the floor, I'd actually be able to cast more regen."

Got 0 commendations. I felt really bad afterwards and started ruminating whether or not I am playing my main class correctly.