Quote Originally Posted by Midareyukki View Post
[...]I sometimes feel bad. I know that things will be fine. I have regens on, Earthly Star ticking, two charges of Essential Dignity that are more useful at 30% or lower health, regens, some shields and I could have Macrocosmos'ed if I wanted to. And so many other spells that I'm just not bothered to use. The point is that the tank will be fine.

But I feel like if I don't pretend like I need to heal a little, the random tank on Roulettes will get mad and accuse me of not healing. Some people aren't comfortable with me playing ping pong with their health.
Even when the tanks can self-heal now, I still feel pressured to do something, because I'm scared of looking like I'm griefing.
This is so me, too. At least first few couple of months trying to polish my healing gameplay. Eventually I learned the beauty of that quippy remark: "But did you die though?". People can dance in disco panicking but if they aren't dying, I know that I'm healing enough. For the most part, health bars are MY resource, after all.

Quote Originally Posted by ASkellington View Post
Its in quotes for a reason. AST is considered "hard" or "complex" because of the card system and weaving.

And I'm over here going like: "it is literally no harder than any other healer even considering your opener lmao".
This is a painful realization that I ended up after picking up AST to flex for my previous static. No, it's not hard. It boils down to the same 1 button press ad nauseam for 105s after dumping down all that many superfluous weaving into a tight 15s window. Wall pulling? It's as you've described & it's not even an esotericism to switch from lightspeed'ing Fall Malefics into lightspeed'ing Gravity II to proceed with the carpa tunnel inducing 15s window.