My first experience at tanking

[Vahlnir]

It sounds like you had an impatient dps who kept pulling? Yeah, that's unfortunate (and annoying!) but you are going to have a rough time later on if you can't handle that just one time. Squadron missions only go up to 60, so...and you can't pick and choose. There's a select few. So...good luck. An impatient dps is actually one of the better scenarios in the DF. I realize that probably doesn't make you feel any better, but I'm under the impression that you might not be cut out for tanking because you don't seem to have the patience. There's nothing wrong with that, but it might be best to step away from the role to avoid further frustration. It requires a certain mindset that you may or may not have. There's impatient tanks too, but in my opinion a good tank deals with whatever gets thrown their way, even if it's not always pleasant.