Is there a place for me?

[Sasarayu]

No details about what keeps getting you ostracized? No way to answer your question.

A random example: "We kicked you because you keep screaming for no reason into the voice chat" will probably not fly anywhere.

It's in there if you read it again. As for concrete examples that's something for others to provide since I have no idea. I am myself and that's enough for people to hate me. I won't try to change who I am just to be accepted by people I despise as much as they despise me.

You also seem to misunderstand. I don't want YOUR respect or the respect or acceptance of people like you. I want to meet others like me. I don't care about the people who shut me out and block me from taking part in the community.

I want to meet people who don't follow normal social rules. I don't want or need advice on how to improve my behaviour and function better together with others.

[Ronduwil]

It's in there if you read it again. As for concrete examples that's something for others to provide since I have no idea. I am myself and that's enough for people to hate me. I won't try to change who I am just to be accepted by people I despise as much as they despise me.

"A complete socially retarded freak" describes 75% of the MMO community by normal standards. Describing yourself that way in the context of this game indicates that your behavior is extreme. Most of us have no idea what that would look like. Without concrete examples, we have no idea how extreme.

You also seem to misunderstand. I don't want YOUR respect or the respect or acceptance of people like you. I want to meet others like me. I don't care about the people who shut me out and block me from taking part in the community.

How do you know what they're like? For all you know, they are like you. We're not mind readers. Since you refuse to tell us, we can't answer your question to your satisfaction.

I want to meet people who don't follow normal social rules. I don't want or need advice on how to improve my behaviour and function better together with others.

Most people in MMOs don't follow normal social rules. You'll have to be more specific than that. You don't want or need advice on how to function better together with others, but then you complain about feeling like an outcast. That's kind of like refusing to eat and then complaining that you're hungry.