Im diagnosed with it. So I completely understand. Im moreso like this when people want to voicechat with me. My anxiety gets so bad, my heart beats like theres no tomorrow which makes it hard for me to be myself because Im thinking too much about my shaky voice. Chat-wise I have gotten so used to it now! But Im like you. Ive actually gone from group to group to group and more groups lol. Its tiring and lonely because I think I crave people to like me and I do everything I can to keep them in my life. It especially hurts when that doesnt go to plan, like you know when you finally feel comfortable and open up, joke with people. And then all of a sudden they stop talking to you... its the worst feeling. Iv got tough skin now. Having a mindset like- people come and go, its not you its them. As long as I am pushing myself thats all that matters.