Completely unrelated to the thread, unsure whether you are a troll or not, but if playing Players versus X stresses you out, why bother? XIV offers so many other things like the Gold Saucer, crafting, quests... Especially if you find yourself unable to perform or if you are unwilling to invest a certain amount of time and effort? I sat many hours on the training dummy HAMMERING THAT ROTATION INTO MY HEAD. Do you have the same attitude in real life? Because I cannot see the self-pitying 'you should also feel sorry for me, please ban me but please notice me' attitude getting you that far on any fronts. Do you need help? Because if that is the case please reach out. This is concerning.