Yah just keep trying & don't end up like me... a person who tried old 1st coil when it was new, saw nothing but anger & drama, left... only to dare to beat T5 the "right" way a few months ago ("right" as in unsynced & not carried at lv60) had the Titan EX quest displayed on my screen for 1.5 years... now its Ramuh EX & Ravinica EX (lucky me Thoradin EX isn't a quest or it would be there too). I know my skill level & I am a fast learner but as for self-confidence, yah thats gota be my lowest stat which is odd as I'm a PLD main >.> hehehe -_-! yah gona go back to surfing the forums now