Here's the thing about off-role healing: It's actually pretty fun. Something that's very unusual about healing in contrast to DPS gameplay is the relationship you have with your abilities and your level of skill in that particular job. Let's take a job that I'm not very good at: DRG. When I play DRG, I am constantly focused on trying to not forget cooldowns. DRG has a handful of CDs of varying durations that all need to be used in a specific order to gain the most out of them, and learning that flow is what I imagine is the charm of playing DRG. Getting to that point of not only understanding the rotation, but also feeling confident in your memorization of it and your ability to execute it flawlessly in content is, I imagine, a great rush of adrenaline and accomplishment. And you're rewarded with more satisfying gameplay as a result.
Healing is the opposite of this. When you're new to healing and don't have the nuanced understanding of each tool and how they're best utilized like a healer main might, it can be a thrilling experience. There are many different aspects that you need to pay attention to and react to on the drop of a dime all while managing a wide archive of healing cooldowns and resources, and that's fun. When it feels like the party's HP is slipping through your fingers and you are tossing out resources left and right to grab the party and hoist them back above the water, you can feel like a god. And when you're so focused on so many other things, knowing that you don't have a rotation you need to follow and can press the same button without thinking seemingly makes sense. It gives you time to focus on everything else going on, but that doesn't last forever. For those of us who have played this role for years, or want to dedicate our time to learning the role, gaining that deeper understanding of your resources as a healer has an inverse effect to that example of the DRG.
The better at healing you get, the less you need to focus on your resources and what healing abilities you have because, just like with DPS jobs, those tools come natural to you. You've memorized them, not to mention that with fights being scripted as they are, you also know when damage is coming and are preparing for mechanics in advance. With all that fast thinking and decision making gone and replaced with a deeper understanding of your tools and strong muscle memory, all that's left is that 1 button spam.
In other words, healing seems really fun at first, but the better you get at it, the less you have to do. And isn't that kinda shitty? That an entire role is designed to lose its excitement the better you get at it? It means the people who want to be healers largely dislike the role, and the people who like it are the people who wouldn't dream of playing as healers long-term.



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