Can we get choices that really matter and have a effect?

[Deusteele]

you do know thats why she is immortal right but also I think alot of that was the example effect done by Adam but even if it wasn't sometimes the decent of madness does happan but its not really Adams fault he was turned into it.

Which happened after, guess what, she lied and manipulated the kingdoms into revolt againist the gods. Again, she wasn't coping in a healthy manner.

It keeps coming around to your attempting to defend actions that would be horrifying in a non-fiction setting. Most of the characters you're attempting to defend actions kill people who had no involvement in the villains lives. They just keep lashing out and hurting others. The fact that you find this defensible is rather disturbing.