
Originally Posted by
Brinne
As a side note, going back to Hermes - when I, at least, say he seems "very human" to me and that I therefore I love him as a character, it's not a direct link from the source of his sadness and depression to "wanting to destroy the world." It's more of seeing a gradual, self-destructive pipeline, eroding gradually like poison, that I can connect with - the original valid starting point of sadness and concern, reinforcing those feelings by isolating himself and primarily interacting with someone who has no power to disagree with his perspective, the isolation leading to poisonous bitterness and contempt for the people around him, feeling like he has no freedom of expression for that bitter hatred that continues to grow within him (because he originally was too afraid to openly express his depression), and all of that leading to that messed up moment where, largely on impulse, he looked at the apocalypse bomb he accidentally created and in the heat of the moment said: "You know what? Go ahead."
It's less the direct motive, and more the psychological process that led him to an ugly, ugly place, that I enjoy in him as a character. I have also been to ugly places that aren't completely dissimilar while in the throes of depression, but I would like to think I do my best to avoid spiraling as badly as Hermes does.