I love healing and so do many others. It’s the lack of a complex rotation that allows you to improve and focus on learning fights etc. I used to scratch my brain out doing smn rotation while avoiding mechanics. Maybe healing just isn’t for you, maybe it’s meant for the simple players[see simple Rick] and not for you who want more aka dps.

SR is a player who finds joy out of more than just the thrill of the challenge/superiority of being better
[rick and morty Refrence but you get it]