I won't flame you, but I will give some insight as a MNK player because positionals have been a topic of conversation in my friend group for a while. Overall, it's not that bad once you get used to it. You start to understand the rhythm and flow, especially if you find a comfortable way to lay out your skills on your hotbar. 2 charges of True North and 3 charges of Riddle of Earth, however, almost trivialize the requirements. Again, this is after playing for a long time, no shame is struggling when starting out. That being said, I'm lukewarm about them. I don't think it's an interesting mechanic, but it's also not unpleasant. I think the goal was to show how a martial artist has to bob and weave to get their opponent's weak points, but outside of an action-combat game, it's meh for me. I wouldn't feel much if they removed them outright, but as far as how you're feeling, it's normal and you will get used to it if you give it the time. But if you don't, that's OK too. Some jobs just don't mesh with people for various reasons.