Is it possible to put too much pressure on yourself?

[van_arn]

Except...it didn't. I was actually legitimately gone for a little bit - I came back because Alphascape was announced. Started up a brand new character and mained on NIN. To be fair now, I might have misunderstood how the percentiles work, as someone mentioned earlier. That 9% percentile that I've been so upset about has jumped up this week to 18% with me not having no new logs...but it's still a grey. And again, I have to reiterate, it bothers me that I haven't cleared a full raid tier yet. Or really, even touched the final fight of the tier.

You don't have to. Only do what you want to do without overextending.