The Ifrit Fight is Dangerous to the Community.

[Gramul]

You don't scale Mount Everest as a greenhorn. :|

You start with say, Mount Hood, or Mount Rainier. Or hell, the Appalachians in the Eastern U.S., and work your way up. Some mountains even require you to have climbing training. The point is that you have to practice your way up to being able to beat him, rather than jumping straight into the hardest difficulty fight you can imagine, and then getting your arse mopped.

I believe that's what the climb to 50, and the 25 Ifrit fight are for.

Besides, you can always try again.

Actually, it can. Stress actually makes it harder for me to memorize things.

There are two types of stress, Eustress and Distress.
What you are describing is Distress. You need to convert your fear into excitement. Take control of your emotions. Remind yourself that failure is all part of the experience.