Thank you for all your replies, you dont really have to keep telling me that healer dps is optimal or that, dpsing fills in the spaces and with respect you help your team. If you really knew how I play in dungeons you wouldnt need to. I dont mind being busy I always am though. There is a big but here, can I start dpsing in a 15 sec window on Zurvan ex or a10s? No I cant, one of the reasons is that, that dpsing to me is a completely different mindset to adjust to in a sense, and when Im worried about the team Im not so quick at it. Another reason is that even in a static someone still dies often, think cleared about three times with no one dying, thats incuding me. When things get hectic theres a kind of mind block where u start to panic heal. Healing does carry its own weight in terms of wanting to keep people alive and that responsibility.