I want to thank everyone for their words of support and encouragement. I really appreciate the outpouring of empathy, both here anf in game. I will be taking a break to collect myself, I've already taken the first steps in starting anew.

Additionally, for those who mentioned me seeking help for my depression, and nkt jsing the game as medical care, I do have medical help and medication I take, the game was more my way of socializing, since I have no one in real life. But I will look into other avenues, since its clear this should not be the onlh one.

Again thanks to everyone I really appreciate it.