Sorry that everyone's so hard on you about this, I'm sure most of those people have never had to deal with any sort of mental Illness that truly affects them. I hope this gets sorted out for you, and please don't let the negativity in this forum bring you down. It's a long shot but try sending a letter to Yoshi, I've seen a few forum posts where people have actually gotten a response( even if it's not directly from Yoshi himself, and it may take a long while). Just explain to him your situation, I'm sure it will be taken more seriously, and with this many people being rude about it I'm sure it won't be taken seriously in the forums. Best wishes.