Primal mounts and their effect on player health/sanity.

[Tsuwu]

If this describes your gaming behavior, then you should seek help from a mental healthcare professional.

I think a lot of people who play XIV are addicted and are having a hard time coming to terms with it.
Completionists with ACTUAL (I don't mean in the lolIorganizemybookssometimes way) OCD should -never- play an MMO.
You just have to let go sometimes, OP.

I've seen 3 mounts, and I never farm. Lost them all.

They're not meant to be a 40 hour a week job. They're meant to be that extremely unexpected adrenaline rush you get on the odd occasion that it does drop.

There's no boost to it. The joy you get from sitting on a pony in Mor Dhona gloating will never be commensurate with the agony you'll suffer farming it. For your own well being and sense of fun, go do something else. Doesn't have to be in game. Just self-observe. And move on.