Are you seriously complaining that you died to Odin repeatedly, got raised repeatedly, and only got silver? You're lucky anyone took the time to raise you. That fight is chaos enough with DPS rushing headlong into Odin without letting a proper tank gain actual control of the situation, nevermind trying to find you amidst the pile of death surrounding him.

You didn't get Silver because healers kept being, as you seem to elude, malicious in raising you outside the FATE ... the FATE that frequently moves about due to the nature of the fight. You got Silver because you contributed, but not enough to merit Gold ... because the dead don't DPS.

I highly doubt anyone targeted you specifically for some kind of prank or joke, because there's too much going on during Odin to even be bothered otherwise.