I guess it’s that this situation is a little different in that unlike something missing or a bug, most of this is stuff they intentionally did. I don’t feel it lives up to their usual standard and it certainly let me down, but they might not see it that way? When it’s just a bug or something missing I can keep playing and not worry much about it because I figure it should get taken care of someday. It also doesn’t usually affect my enjoyment of the game overly much unlike the complete lack of desire to play I’m now experiencing. But since these were intentional decisions they made, and with them completely silent on this, there’s that anxious uncertainty. “Do they ever intend to fix/improve this? Am I waiting for something that will never happen?” I think that’s what makes this hit different.
The frustration of finally winning a house after trying at every opportunity since 2019, but it happened on, and I’m not kidding, the actual day I had planned to be my last day in the game until I had my character back again. Any day prior to having my spirits crushed by the changes in the benchmark and I would have been ecstatic to finally get my house. Now I can’t even enjoy it as I should. This game is too expensive for me, especially in Canada where my entry sub costs me 18$ a month. I was planning to vote with my wallet instead of paying for something I’m not enjoying anymore. But now I have to decide if I should keep forking over that money to keep hold of my house, waiting without any idea if more character adjustments are even being considered. I know I probably wont ever win the lotto again on my homeworld. I can’t believe it was on my last day. It almost feels like too much of a coincidence, farcical. Like what even??