I can't say I know how you experienced or what you experience cuz I'm not raided but one raid with a set group and that was P5s. It sounds like that ultimate group I forgot the name but remember it was pretty big at the time. Don't know if it's real or if you're just memeing that again I am sorry if all your friends have left I know it's hard to get into a game solo I know I tried this game twice solo and never got through ARR. If you are leaving I wish you enjoyment finding something to play and hopefully you find a new group or a group with similar interests because sadly truth is most groups drift apart.