It is somewhat refreshing to see this thread still active, even if I feel it has long since become pointless; CBU3 and Yoshida clearly have a vision for the game, and its story, that runs opposite of what many people would have liked. For myself, at least, there is no longer a point in trying to bring the problems of it up, because nothing will be changing - they've made their bed, and chosen their audience. I appreciate those still fighting to showcase the atrocious state both the story and the game are in, however. This thread, for better or worse, stands as a testament to how poor of an expansion Endwalker is - what should have been our capstone to a 10-year long story, wasted and turned into the slop it is.
And this is what we can expect going forward? Atrocious.
I haven't bothered with these forums for a while now, as they too have not changed - the same voices trying to bring proper criticism, suggestions, and concerns to light, only to be shouted down by the same cultists who feel anything negative thing said about the game is a direct attack on themselves. It's an exhausting place, honestly, and I say this as someone who deals with the dribble of WoW's forums, lmao.
I've been spending much of my time with WoW. It ended up taking over as my "main" MMO, whereas ESO has been put in my secondary rotation that I sub to when I feel like/can afford to (which-- was recently, actually. Necrom is fun!). I also have added LotRO into the mix, finally, and I have to say - these three MMOs are likely to keep me satisfied for a long time. I can't recall a time in the past 10ish years where I felt as happy and relieved to go home and play an MMO, as I have since I left this game and moved to those three. It's done wonders for my mental health, and I have three games that all fill different needs in ways XIV never has - I couldn't ask for more, honestly!
And it is because of these MMOs, that I have finally been able to cancel my sub. I held on to it out of some misplaced nostalgia and attachment to my XIV characters, and due to the atrocious housing system; in a perfect world, I wouldn't have to be chained to an MMO I haven't logged on to in.... months, just to keep a house for the potential day I and my FC members return to this game. But as time has passed, I realize the likelihood of that has been slowly ticking down to a nice, solid "never". And frankly, in this economy? I can't afford to be paying for garbage I don't use. Especially so, when there are three other games far more worth what money I do have to spend on video games.
So I'm finally free. Free of this disappointment, of this wasted potential. Of the cultists, creeps, and lazy, terminally online complainers. My sub ends tomorrow, and I've finally uninstalled FFXIV - only keeping the screenshot folders, and even those will be getting pruned at some point when I feel like bothering, probably.
I wish I could say it was a fun journey, but over the months since I first floated away from it, I've come to realize I haven't really had genuine, all-encompassing fun or enjoyment with this game since Heavensward ended. I just kept lying to myself about it, or kept holding on for aspects it still was keeping me entertained with, even as other parts faltered. Up until I couldn't anymore, with Endwalker.
I think the only thing I'll really miss is the music - which I can listen to outside of the game, anyway. I'd miss my friends, but... most of them have left the game, as well, and many of us went to WoW (with some of us trying out LotRO, and a couple playing ESO off and on). My characters? The ones I was most attached to, I just yanked over with me to whatever other MMOs I ended up in.
Honestly, when I logged in to get stuff settled and pass money to the one friend who still actively plays, I felt... nothing, looking around the dead neighborhood we've inhabited for years. Only a small spark of sadness and regret when in our house, and I think much of that is more attributed to all the memories we made within it, rather than the place itself.
To those still finding things worth staying for, despite the problems you have with much of the game: godspeed. I am happy you can find those spots of entertainment and joy, genuinely. I wish I still could.
To those still keeping this thread active: godspeed. You have more fight in you to see change happen than I do, in the end. I'm too old to yell at an egotistical developer and his cult following, trying to see things return to how it was when I first fell for the game. I'd rather just give my money and time elsewhere, enjoying my free time and having fun adventures in gorgeous, thriving fantasy worlds with unique lore and settings that are allowed to exist outside of the PC.
I still appreciate this thread existing, and having given me an outlet for the feelings I felt alone in feeling back then. Though I no longer really interact with some in that one discord, I did appreciate the time I spent there, discussing things with others who felt as I did - and even having nice debates, and seeing the perspective of others, even if I may not have fully agreed all the time. I hope most of you are doing well, wherever your own adventures have taken you.
For now, it's good to be free. Was my journey worth it?
No. No it wasn't. Not when this was the payoff.