a hint: what you do in a roleplay session... stays in a roleplay session.
And about your concern, well... you DO look desperate already '-'
You should consider to create your personality around more mundane details instead of this "look how i'm the best, little grlll". (this is boring as hell).
Pay attention in how ARR Thancred pimps around girls in game to have an ideia
Also, a potato is more attractive by their cuteness than anything else, anyway.
And, please: NEVER enter a RP made by others without their consent/permission/invite first. Sometimes, this could annoy them.