Edit!: Prefacing this to say it's a general reply to a lot of your comments here and on that other thread.
So I suggest never comparing your competency as a level 90 bard who has only been barding since December last year (you wrote that, right?) to the competency of other players who have been playing the game for years. Ignore anyone who says your level dictates how good you should be, because it is a fallacy to think that, not least with level skips being a thing. If you truly want to "get good", it takes practice,
perfect practice, and then the all-important component of
time, and lots more of it for some more than others. You might want to note just how much time some of the posters have over you, and take heart and comfort that they may have been absolutely awful at playing at one time they wouldn't care to remember. But also consider they know stuff as a result, they may have
the sacred knowledge! Acquire that knowledge, regardless of its delivery.
Then you have to add in technical issues, your innate gaming ability, and then any additional health considerations. Some of this stuff you can practice or "train" to overcome, some of it may require you to compensate in some fashion you will figure out for yourself. There is no shame in this, and the key factor is identifying the fact you need to improve, so you can feel better about what is essentially your happy fun time. We are all different, and it's only the truly hard of thinking who are going to give you short shrift for not being sublime perfection within a few months of playing, sprout icon or not.
I heartily recommend you take that bard and hammer the heck out of it in whatever fashion amuses you best. After all, it won't get better unless you whack it into submission, right? Do it in whatever way is the most fun for you. There's also a good number of Free Companies out there that are happy to help people learning as well if you want it.
I also recommend you get on some other jobs as well, even the ones that don't appeal. I've always found this one of the best ways to improve at the content (not just the jobs themselves), and a learning opportunity not to be missed. Looking up rotation guides helps a lot, hitting a dummy, then running some content. If you keep at it, keep asking the questions of how to do stuff (rather than complaining about things being impossible), then it will click.
Also, as an ex-bard main, people change mains all the time. Don't lock yourself down too tightly to one role.
Look, I'm fairly flakey at the moment with game time, but if you can ever get over to my data centre/server, I'll be happy to try and help you out if you want the assist.

Or just want a chat!
