Greetings, Mr. Kusakabe.

I want to offer you a perspective that will be unlike what you'll generally see on this forum. As someone who also has anxiety when doing certain things, I definitely understand how you feel. I am actually quite competent in this game as I've been here since 2.0 launch and have a vast amount of experience playing throughout the timeline of this game. So in that regard we differ, but I point it out that I still get bits of anxiety despite my skill, despite my experience for one reason... That reason is when I start delving into the unknown. It's as if my experience betrays my emotions so this is really a self confidence issue and what actually smashes this feeling is facing your fear head on and becoming experienced with the content.

Try to win, but if you fail the content that's okay! It's okay to be bad at this game and that's something no one will say to you but I will. At the end of the day if you tried it doesn't matter if you are bad, the fact that the effort was put in to be better, to try to win is all that is required. Every step forward is progression into being better than yesterday, that's how you should approach this. Don't compare yourself to people who have mastered the game, set that as your goal, but understand it is one that requires time.

Everyone starts somewhere, including all of these veterans. They didn't start out as these elite adventurers, it took experience. You will get there my friend, just take solace in that it's okay to be a novice it's okay to not be "great". And the more you get out there the better you will become, the less anxiety you will feel. I'm rooting for you!