Ever felt you were too hard a someone and felt bad?

[Gemina]

Ohhhhh yeah I have. Titan NM with a full cast of FC mates. I got knocked off by landslide and blamed all of them. Yup, I know.

It wasn't that I got knocked off though. It was the fact that they still were able to clear despite the fact that the healer (me) was eliminated from the fight, and I'm somehow supposed to feel like I beat a god during the cut scenes while being praised by NPCs who have no idea about my abysmal failure.

I ripped into each of them and they didn't even understand where the rage was coming from, which enraged me further. I rage-logged out, and my roommate who was also part of the group was kind enough to explain my emotional instability issues, and how I feel about living through trials.

I didn't deserve that courtesy. I deserved to be kicked from that FC. I'm still a member of that FC. New members are warned when they comment how nice I am from the vets that Gem has another side