Getting hate for glamour

[Paladinleeds]

If you think this my post is nothing but "bait" then report me so i get banned from forums.

Funnily enough, I've tried that strat myself. I'm still here (even after the storm I unleashed that was the extreme undercutting thread). Your posts aren't banworthy. You won't get banned for it no matter how many reports you send. In all honesty I'm seeing traits of perfectionism in you, like if anything isn't right, you should be banned. Same problems I'm having and am currently receiving therapy for. Hang in there, you can get through this. Also, you're on Cerberus, which is EU datacentre, so if you need me for anything, let me know, I'm willing to come and lend a hand.

As someone who can see what's going on in your mind because it's very similar thoughts to what I have, I am concerned. I don't believe you should be banned, but I do believe some therapy may be in order. It seems to be ingrained into you at a level similar to mine. As a concerned individual trying to talk to you like a friend here, please look into Cognitive Behavioural Therapy. As I am learning, these thoughts aren't healthy. This link will showcase the different unhelpful thinking styles you seem to display at least some of. It's OK, you will get through this.