I'm the worst player in PvP

[Revanslave]

Sadly, you're going to be disappointed again, because you're very unlikely to get into a match at lvl 50, as well.

That is pretty sad. I came from a game where I could level a toon from 10 to max with PVP alone. I grew be quite good at it and to really enjoy it. I also liked that you could learn your toon by slowly getting skills while PVPing instead of being thrown right in. I enjoy this games story and I'm sure once I get to max the PVP will be fun, so it isn't a huge concern.