Looks like OP may have already deleted their character. I hope not. anyways I'll say this for anyone else in the OP's situation;

Don't lose hope, please. There are a lot of jerks around, but there's just as many good, decent people too, it's just that rudeness tends to speak louder than kindness, unfortunately. I would be MORE than happy to play with you, and any new player that wants a patient person to show them the ropes, I mean that, no strings attached. You wouldn't have to join my FC or pay for my time or anything. Just walk up to me, and say hi. Please. Do not give up. Do not let the terrible people in this community win.