You're never going to get a fair crack in this game that...does absolutely everything in its power to keep the barrier of entry so low that the only way to stay behind is to literally do nothing ever.

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There's no helping you, man. You've been this way for months. You're not happy.

I'm not trolling you when I say you just need to go. You need to stop getting angry over a game that does nothing but try to give everyone something. You need to quit, and this time stay quit, and find another game to play.

At this point, you're done, and you're just dragging everyone else down with you.

Go. Have fun somewhere else. Seriously, you need it.