I want to keep playing.

[Adire]

That self-pitying attitude won't win you any friends.

As harsh as this sounds, it's true.

I had one friend who spent most of his time talking to me pitying himself. It got very old after a while, and bothersome to talk with him.

The best thing to do when you're tired of people online is to keep to yourself until you're ready to deal with people again. People are going to be mean and whatnot, but seeking sympathy like this from everyone you can really isn't going to make people want to come to you. It's just going to make them think you have internal issues you need to settle and that being around you might not be the best idea. Even the best of friends won't usually want to be around someone who is prone to pitying themselves all the time, even though some may tolerate it.