I see you play astro at 60. and do not understand to play it. Might I suggest playing a different healing class? Maybe one that takes slightly less intelligence to play well? You use the cards you are given, yes they are random, a good astro knows how to put cards to use or knows when to hold them, or RR them. A good astro knows when its appropriate to Benefic1, or II just as a good whm knwos when to use 1 or 2 cure. However astro is a little more complex as you have to understand how every job not just your own works. YOu have to understand each dps and the cooldowns and what they do, you have to understand and prepare for raid damage, know the fight, know the mechanics and what comes when it does to prepare for it. More so than say whm or sch. You have less room for error and therefore it is not for everyone. GOod astro are amazing healers, bad astro are usually pretty bad too.