Song Lyrics in FFXIV: Compilation, Discussion, and Interpretation

[Mysteltain]

So, I'm pretty sure I've got the Shiva lyrics down pat. These were actually really easy to figure out (I know that I say that fairly often, but it's true this time, haha!) That said, I'm very curious about the first half of her theme... I can't make out what's being said...

Shiva Theme

Staring at death
I take a breath
There's nothing left.
I close my eyes
For one last time
And say "Goodbye."

Lying naked while the snow falls all around me
Drifting closer to the edge but she won't have me!

Wake up in sweat
Full of regret
Trying to forget.
These memories
Lurking beneath
Lost in a dream.

Unchosen path
Unbroken fast
Forsaken wrath.
The pain will cease
I'll find no peace
The sweet release.

Fragile creatures we are taught to fear the reaper
Ever running, we in death will fall beneath her!

These voices telling to let it go! (Let it all go...)
I'm trying and trying and I can't say "No!" (Cannot say no...)
This endless nightmare has just begun! (Nowhere to go...)
My crying will surely drown into
Oblivion!

The endless lives
I've cast aside
Locked them in ice...
Steel is my soul
My blood grown cold
I'm in control.

Fearless creatures we are right to fight the reaper!
Can't compete so instead I'm off to beat her!

These voices are screaming to "Let it go!" (Let it all go...)
This time I'm screaming back "No, no, no!" (Cannot say no...)
My mind's made up and my fear is gone! (Fear is gone...)
I'll clear my eyes, now here I go!
Oblivion!

For the last time,
I will say "Goodbye!"
x3

For the last time!

EDIT: Made some small changes after hearing it in a quieter environment, and with better speakers. Just some words here or there. There are only two or three words I'm a bit iffy on.