Disappointed by the global feeling if got from FF XIV : ARR

[Souljacker]

I don t even wan t to explore the game and have fun by just doing what i want to do because the game doesn t allow me to do so.

You lost me right here. How exactly does the game prevent you from exploring or doing what you want to do? It sounds a lot more to me like you are on the end game treadmill and are burned out. It happens, but nothing SE adds will change that for you if all you want to do is end game and then complain that all you do is end game.