I just want to make it known that I'm still here and still hurting over what transpired nearly a year ago with the changes to my WoL. People say that grief is temporary but I think this is a permanent feeling.
I'm still subbed to this game (maybe out of some sort of desperation), but my love for it has dwindled rapidly. I dislike the graphics update as a whole, I prefer the grey, dark fantasy look to the game from the ARR-EW era. I thought it was so beautiful, I loved the simple graphics, the lighting, even the low poly and low resolution look. I can't stand the way gear looks in Dawntrail and I can't stand the way that the environment looks. Everything is over-designed, everything is soft, everything is shiny, there's a push for realism at every corner, the stylized simplicity is no more. Even the places that haven't been touched much feel wrong now.
I want to love being in this world, but with the changes that the graphics update have made I feel like I don't have a place here anymore. My WoL has been turned into an ugly, disturbing effigy, a poor replication of something I loved and held close to my heart. I've never wanted to change her, never felt the need to use mods, I loved her as she was in her original form. Now it's just been replaced, and I can't do anything about it. Everyone has to see this version of my WoL, and so do I. And to top it all off, the original look of the game has been changed. I know the majority disagrees with me, and say that the game looks better now but I don't see anything looking "prettier", and my personal tastes are clearly different. I can't change how I feel about something.
For the rare days that I feel I can log in and actually run Duty Roulette or the new patch content, I feel an emptiness. If I could just have Au Ra's old face back then the other parts would be easier to deal with, but the dev team has shown to me that nothing will improve with nothing changing in both 7.1 and 7.2.


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