Casually grinding on weekly caps & occasionally run maps (Got PLD, WHM & BRD to work on).

Lately been slightly feeling discouraged on losing house lotteries as it’s been over a year now. Although I am not desperate by any means & in a way, beginning to put less emphasis on it & value more my ingame’s apartment (in which I treasure dearly as it took me 3-4 months on decorating it) as it is my sanctum & abode to find rest & joy.

Honestly I am looking to dismiss my thoughts into this housing lottery grind/hopes as I don’t want to associate myself in being part of the “angry crowd” & just be content/humbled with my apartment.