Had a very fast expert roulette run as a sage with a WAR/ SMN/ DNC. It went so well and everyone played perfectly in their rotations and used their healing that.... I barely needed to heal... maybe once or twice. Even that was overkill though.
Then I got depressed because I was basically an unneeded healer role. I had to waste addersgall on purpose just to get MP back... and this is without using my more stronger abilities like Pneuma or Haima. It was quite disappointing. All I did was press Dosis-Dosis-Dosis-Dosis or Dykrasia-Dykrasia-Dykrasia-Dykrasia with the occasional Phlegma until everything died because everyone was perfectly healthy without my assistance. A painful 10-15 minutes of feeling like I wasn't needed in the duty and was holding people back as a healer.
Then I ran ridorana lighthouse and everyone kept on failing mechanics and getting a ton of damage, and sometimes getting other people killed. The Red Mage in our party had to pickup bodies left and right. We saw a couple of overlapping mechanics with everyone getting the damage down. Anither alliance had to LB3 on nearly every boss. It was actually fun to heal through this. My priority finally became to 'keep people alive'. I had to cast a decent number of Eukrasian Prognosis and even Pepsis. There were some close shaves with Zoe + Eukrasian Prognosis + Terachole keeping people alive through 2 failures of Math status debuff at full hp. There were close shaves with Eukrasian Diagnosis keeping people alive while running in circles to avoid being hit by the laser. I had to target swap Kardia around, and both me and my cohealer have been alternating our healing resources more often to keep people alive than before.
That's when I realize, I become closer and closer to a sadist the more I play healer the higher level I go because the role itself offers nothing else if there's nothing to heal.


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