I'm gonna say it. cause no one else will.

[Deceptus]

Victoria, I'm not saying this as a troll or hater, I'm saying this out of concern.

I think you need to step away from the forums and FF for a bit. Go and do something relaxing, play another game for a bit, treat yourself to a nice dinner, something at all. Legit, I think you need a break.

Going outside, breathing some fresh air, and touching some grass might help as well.