OP is an angry human being, displaying antisocial behavior. If it manifests itself in this way in video games, and on discussion boards, it's a matter of time before it starts manifesting itself in real life, if it already hasn't.

Looking at it from an objective point of view, OP needs mental health help. For a human living in our society to think it is OK to publicly declare their support for rape and white supremacy, is sick.

I don't know if we have the means to help people who act this way; this goes beyond depression and anxiety and other common mental health problems. There is hate present here, and for hate to be present and that apparent is quite indicative of someone in pain, or angst, that needs help.

If we do have the means, I hope OP gets the help they need. If they continue like this, it's only going to be to a terrible end.