The blessing of light was always iffy, and it should've stopped at that. But now we're tied to Ardbert and that one super special ascian, too... More and more, I feel like my character isn't really my own and now I'm starting to feel guilty over being a lalafell too. The scenes with Ardbert were supposed to be touching but I didn't feel anything, I don't identify with him at all... same thing with that ascian whose name I still can't remember.

This is why I never complain about the scions, I'd rather if my character is left to be my own while the scions move the plot forward.