I'm one of those healers who usually run leveling queue in need to help out with the lack of healers in Duty Finder. I also got a road to 70 buff and completed SB recently, so I figure I might as well just practice as a healer if I get those when queueing up for leveling queue. This easily pushes my AST to lv 80, but for lv 61 to 70 content I'm still learning how to most efficiently maximize my oGCD usage since I rarely get those in queue. So yeah, I'll just run leveling queue at lv 80 multiple times a day to help players out and practice in the dungeon when SB content is up.
So fastforward to today, I see a tank with full non-augmented Shire gear and I'm at Doma Castle. Tank's a sprout like me, but unlike me - only has WAR leveled up to 68. Other two DPS are with nomad/yanxian gear. Ninja is a mentor. Should be fine. We do the first pull and tank goes wall to wall right before the big guy that cleaves. I lay my Star down assuming the tank will drag the mobs there as they're running, but turns out they went to where the ninja was. Okay, fine. I'll accept that, it's my fault for placing my star too early. I throw my oGCDs and gravity up and tank HP starts fluctuating a lot. I pop essentially all my oGCDs and run down to half my mana with Lucid, Lightspeed, and Synastry on. Still clearable with my piety gear, but by no means am I going to use my oGCDs effectively here since I was already throwing out GCD heals left and right.
I ask the tank to please pull a bit less because I'm pretty sure I'm not going to keep up if I lose focus at some point. Tank says nothing and continues pulling big. A bit after the first boss, tank dies because I couldn't cast my heal up in time midway in the next wall large pull and tank burned out all their mitigations and went 90% to 0% before I got to ED them. That's on top of my regen stacks. I tried ressing them, but we all wiped and tank burned invuln after party's dead. After a smaller pull and the next boss later, tank has a decent amount of gear now since the treasure chests blessed tank with fending equipment, so everything was much smoother per pull. We kill the boss, everything's smooth. Ninja did his job well and I haven't seen big heals needed since he did mechanics and used LB at 2% so I commend him. Ninja says "Nice pulling, don't let this shite healer get you down." and leaves.
ouch
"wow that was mean lol" - tank
Yeah it was. Now I'm by no means a great healer, but I'm also trying to throw in my DPS whilst healing in order to kill mobs faster as this run alone proves how tank mitigation doesn't last long enough if everyone's dps isn't enough. If I'm not perfect and can't ask for a bit slower pace, I'm a shite healer. It's not a surprise why no one likes to play healer I guess. Pretty sure I'm not going to be running leveling queue for the sake of helping strangers anymore and just do it for my daily.








