I job in a video game should never make you "a giant ball of depression". You taking that waaaaay too seriously.

Anyway, I to was a BRD main for years now and felt they gutted a lot of it's utility to where it just feels like FFXI Ranger now and then gave DNC a lot of utility. I saw this coming a mile away and knew I was changing jobs in 5.0 anyway and I've been a BRD main for 4 years now. I also just needed to revitilize my experience in this game so in ShB I was first leveling other jobs.